In December 2012, my pastor Tim Keller was on MSNBC's Morning Joe to publicize his new book "Every Good Endeavor: Connecting Your Work to God's Work". You can see the clip below:
I never thought of myself struggling with the idolatry of work, mainly because I cared so little about work. In my mind, idolizing your work looked like the guy who works long hours, is constantly away on business, and is constantly thinking about ways to climb the corporate ladder at the expense of his family, his church, and his friends. That isn't me. When I was working in banking, I was never really proud of it. Quite frankly, I felt sort of sheepish. It was something I was a bit apologetic about. "Yeah, I'm the scum of the earth who works in banking and makes tons of money. Sorry. I'm still a genuine Christian, really. Sorry." (Sidebar: I don't really think banking is inherently anti-thetical to a good Christian life. I'm just trying to convey a sentiment.)
But, anyway, a more robust and nuanced understanding of work idolatry is tying your self-worth and identity to work. And in this way, I realized that I probably struggle with it just as much as everyone else. I noticed this, not when I had a job, but when I didn't have one. In the months I was unemployed, there were a few genuine moments where I felt sad and depressed, probably I think, because I felt a lack of self-worth at not having a job. I put it on myself. Paranoid, I perceived to feel it from others.
As people, created in the image of God, we were built to work - to use our unique God-given gifts and talents for his glory and in service to others. And, as Eric Liddell said, to feel God's pleasure. I definitely hope to experience more of this in my new job. To produce excellent work. To manage with a servant-like concern and attitude. To learn with deep curiosity. And to feel God's pleasure.
There is a true dignity to work that is separate from idolatry. I hopefully came out of this process with a better understanding of that. I definitely have a greater appreciation for how easily the unemployed can feel depressed, bitter, resentful, useless, discouraged, etc. Work can be an idol, whether we have have a job or not. Work can be an idol, whether we're working too much, or too little, or even just an average amount of hours. Work can be an idol, whether we use it to think highly of ourselves, or feel depressed about our current station. May God be our God, and work be our servant, to God's glory.
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